To : Mom
Friday, October 29, 2010 @ 7:56 PM
Mummy , If you don't love me just say it cn ?
Tkpayah ckp berh khiaskhias.
You critisize me & jump to unnecessary conclusions .
DO you know that it hurts ?
It makes me feel unwanted by you .
Like you don't love me anymore .
I was not the troublemaker then , it was kakak .
And I'm NOT a trouble maker now .
WHY do you think I'm a trouble maker .
I dont talk back to you ,
I obey your 'orders' .
I know I'm fat ,
I know I should change my appearance ,
but as a mother , you should accept me for who I am right ?
But what kind of mother are you ?
HATI AKUH SAKIT TAW TAK !
That time Kaq Yaya dtng sini & she cleaned the house and cooked .
You say she is sooo hardworking .
But when I clean the house or whatever ,
you just did NOTHING !
I feel so hurt by your actions .
I do good you say nothing ,
I do bad you say something .
Like whats the point of me staying when no one loves me in this house .
I feel like such a slave .
To do all the work .
Your birthday next year ,
I wanted to save some of my allowance to buy you a cake .
COs you've never had anyone buy you a cake before .
But if you keep scolding me like this ,
I feel like no mood lah to buy you the cake .
I FEEL UNLOVED BY MY OWN MOTHER .
With Loves, Raihana Honeystar
